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'His armband proved he was red, Torres, Torres,
you'll never walk alone again'
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Patience
Friday, August 7, 2009, 6:00 PM
i am suffering man, its has only been 4 days since getting license, but my eagerness to ride is getting onto me. I asked my dad, he said see how, but when is it gonna be ?? Day by day i been thinking about it, day by day i try to spent more time at home, hopefully my dad will bring me to the bike shop. But.. untill today, the wait continues..Had a good short chat with syakir in the afternoon, hah congrats to him for getting his bike alr man, by tmr his a free man. How much i envy.. syakir.. reuben.. even shihan, has alr gotten their bikes. Although im very much relax about it, but inside of me im cant help but feel uncomfortable. Today, it may sound stupid but was so depressed man, lucky syakir chat with me and by watching anime, got over it. Today aft class i went home immediately, there was hope when i reached home, at 12, my dad was alr back, so i thought it will be perfect for him to bring me to the bike shop man. But till 3 plus it was like so long, then he went out.. turn out he went to buy some computer stuff and since being back, been so engrossed in it. "sigh" maybe it jus because my relationship with my family has been scarred since young, thats why cant connect with em. Well time to cheer up, i still got my bros from nafc, some aft reading this or my msn pm will start lecturing me with cheerful words haha, but thats wad friends are for, and gonna play soccer, as usual the best medicine for my depression. hmmm soccer and friends, thats can give me patience till the day i die man. Cheers. |
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